Change is only a formality of life.
It is often ignored or substituted for reflections of change, thoughts of inspiring to change and most common belief of change that is just a false mask for a moment like a television channel between two stations. Stations that are benign as they are of no use and very abruptly blink back on to a full service program created only to entertain; most certainly to hold very little long term truth or sincerity. This is why change is so hard, in order to change a painstaking evaluation of a true self must be undertook and it could delve into the misdemeanors of the subconscious buried far away to push old pains out of our normal perception; pulling out the stitches of the past to heal into a new potential future. Sure it would be easy to put the sutures back in but what gain would that be? A moment of reflection inspired by hope stabbed by torment and buried back alive only to feel the nails being ripped and bloodied trying to escape and irritate again!
In the second the shovel hits the dirt to bury the past back into the past stop and look at the reflection in the shovel to see who it is doing the digging. It’s never the culprit of the agony or the assaulter, it’s only you holding the spade not fully being able to see that you haven’t been able to call the spade a true spade. The blade you hold is a tool such as yourself, only inflicting change to the earth as you propel it down into the grass. Could we not stop and put the same blade into the heart of the issue and let the pain bleed out so there is a magnificent serenity to be achieved from the less embellished truth of a buried torment? You put it there. You left it there. You haven’t worked through it. You pointed the finger outward. You are solely responsible for your future. You haven’t changed. You see what now needs to be done to change and let it be known that it is a peaceful tornado to come.
So what is change? Isn’t it just a conveyance from one to another? Shouldn’t it be to just transform or convert like a hooker discovering God, admitting her sins, accepting of the Lord and Baptized to be born again a virgin? No change is more than that! Change starts in the skin, is found in the eyes brought forth from the soul uncovered by the spade digging into the heart of all matters. Change is literally to make the form, nature, content, future course different from what it is or was to what should be and that will dispel inner darkness to be held with the light of and Gods based on the beholder. Change is to take your name from hatred and replace it with love; only this may bear fruit’s if it’s believed to be the new truth, that all hatred has been sorted through and not just left behind but converted to love! Change is not to break the mold but to become the new mold from what was championing on with an orchestra heralding in the new era as it rides with sun’s rays!
Left to paper, change is easy however cannot be complacently said or rit. Change is not easy and takes work to achieve. It takes time to sort through all the blood, sweat and tears. It takes nerve to look at situations through a different lens, a lens you must choose to wear to see each situation to find its best potential. Change cannot be afforded to dwindle or dawdle as change does not nurture itself, you must nurture the change constantly and live the change both in personality and character. Change cannot be a mask, it must be a lifelong goal; an assertion to betterment and a harassment of old habits. Change can and will change your life, for better or worse is only for you to decide.